blog ko to boy!!

I don’t care anymore
its all just the same
nothing will ever matter
I hate this fucking game

why do you do this?
youre so fucking mean
you thing i know everything
but im just a teen

you tell me stupid shit
and think i dont care
but you dont make sense
this worlds so unfair

just LEAVE ME ALONE
so i can be me
though only after i die
will i ever be free……

• Last night it came as a picture
  With a good reason, a warning sign
  This place is void of all passion
  If you can imagine it’s easy if you try
  Believe me I failed this effort
  I wrote a reminder this wasn’t a vision
  This time where are you Houston
  Is somebody out there will somebody listen

  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I feel alone and tired
  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I hope I won’t forget you

  My head is made up of memories
  Most of them useless delusions
  This room is bored of rehearsal
  And sick of the boundaries
  I miss you so much

  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I feel alone and tired
  Should I go back should I go back should I
  This time I don’t want to
  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I feel alone and tired
  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I hope I won’t forget you

  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I feel alone and tired
  Should I go back should I go back should I
  This time I don’t want to
  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I feel alone and tired
  Should I go back should I go back should I
  I hope I won’t forget you

She seemed dressed in all of me
Stretched across my shame
All the torment and the pain
Leaked through and covered me
I’d do anything to have her to myself
Just to have her for myself
Now I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do
When she makes me sad

She is everything to me
The unrequited dream
The song that no one sings
The unattainable
She’s a myth that i have to believe in
All i need to make it real is one more reason
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do
When she makes me sad

But I won’t let this build up inside of me
I catch my throat
Choke
Torn into pieces
I won’t,no
I don’t want to be this
But I won’t let this build up inside of me
She isn’t real
I can’t make her real